1:47am

It was fun to lie about you,

in the beginning at least.

We would sneak away

and be each others feast

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Somehow, I don’t quite know

the secret let slip

and it was no longer

just between our lips.

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So, you became an excuse,

my favorite excuse.

Happy to tell my friends, “no I can’t”

because of you.

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Then things started to feel off.

You didn’t talk to me as much,

figured you were done with me,

your own personal little slut.

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And you were done,

no surprise, but I’m fine.

Looking back I realize

it was a fucking waste of time.

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So I’m left to slut it up the best way I know,

but you don’t get to judge

since you’re who taught me

how to be a hoe.