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I’ve lived this moment,
Time and time again,
Unsure about what’s been done and what is to be,
Filled with constant doubt, constant anxiety
I always end up returning to this place,
Where nothing seems to make any sense,
The whole world feels misaligned,
All happiness is forgotten
I can only stare,
Stare into deep unknown,
Stare at my own insecurities,
Stare until I can stare no more
A chilly morning in September,
A sunny day with perfect weather,
I always end up coming back here,
This moment, this feeling of perpetual fear