Undo
Tainted
I live with no regret
The macabre, gruesome, horrifying and most unsuitable (16)
You are still
Living in a tomb
Re-infecting yourself
By disrupting your flow
Repressing your inner urges
Conflicts
Your true nature
Calling
Your name on her lips
With her mouth
She said it
What you wanted to hear
You keep the past
Alive in you
Nurture it
You let it
Swim in the waters of life
Pigs decapitate themselves
When swimming
It is up to you
To tell your improved story
Of a better you
Tell your story
The way you want it to be
The way you want to see it
Satisfied and eager
For more
Savour this moment
Let enjoyment last
There is no resistance
In satisfaction
It must feel
Delicious to you
In its current state
Now could be more
Had you remembered
Yesterday
To make an effort
To plan ahead
To see the bigger picture
You could be
Where I am
In heaven now
Blissfully unaware of you
My shadow
Your plight paranoia
Maybe I see you
But I definitely don’t care
The subtle art
Of not giving a fuck
It was always only me
I always was
Enough
I never needed more
Than me
Being happy
At ease
One
There is nothing
To feel concerned about
Your words have painted me
Coloured me in
In-between the lifelines
Your presence tainted me
Your sour breath
Of sorrow neediness
I live
With no regret
Personal Note:
The other part of my personality is not separate. We are all equally guilty.
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