My July Ride
Music of the center of the universe.
Yeah, I love this shift from one painful journey to imagining heaven in the storm. And everything, in the end, everything was supported by July for the new beginnings.
I asked for Rain, July arranged teardrops
I asked for a light, July brought Sun
I asked for a change, July started thunderstorms
I asked for a shift, July gifted me hug
I asked for darkness, July became unhappy
I explained to him. From the darkness, there comes light and the sun will come out and we will shine again.
Last month was another transit period. And whenever I was in trouble I went with July to release my anxiety and trouble. Though July has passed, July supported me wholeheartedly during my anxious and solitude time.
Now August has taken control, it is guiding me to the heavens. But July was a savior and those road trips were extra special. I went to many solo bike riding in July especially watching the sunset.
But I want to share my ride of leaving my hometown. Accompanied by angels and many synchronicities I got a call from the universe, It’s time to pack your bags and relocate.
I asked my father the day before my last night in my hometown to have dinner. But he refused, he never took us out in parties with his own choices due to the overburden of responsibilities. Anyways, I felt sad because I don’t know when I will be going to meet my family again. After awakening for me, emotional stability has become my number one priority.
My last day comprised of two rides. I went to watch the sunset and then left my place. My bike wheel stops turning. So many events were happening. So, many emotions come to the surface.
Memories of the past — It was like being an old soul, I am carrying the pain of the whole universe without offering self-love. Although the universe has guided me that self-love is not selfish — Keep going and you will be supported by angels wholeheartedly.
Sun guided me and suggested taking care of my health. Sun further added that I will be not available at the new place. But you can call me anytime and I will be there for you. I can see divine feminism everywhere. My love for mother earth has increased many times. We need to balance yin and yang (feminine and masculine side).
I waited for an hour and greeted him happily. Though, we are the soul of the world. We can call sun, wind, rain, etc anytime for help, if in need. But that present moment marked the endings and conclusions in my life. I released my fear, discussed my plans, and then left for the final departure with my father.
And I won’t look back now, I know memories come down, it’s the
blockages that push everyone to the route they need to explore to find their life purpose.
Before my last ride at hometown, I went to the terrace to greet my spiritual team and asked them to take care of my family. And forgive me if I gave pain to anyone.
And I looked up to the sky pouring tear drops — A deep silence.
Pigeons telling me you go, we are here to take care. Sparrows pouring love. Crows with their sound hinting me to transform — It’s your transformation phase. And I become emotional again. And I explained to myself — Oh boy, this walk gonna be painful one.
Finally, my father accompanied me to my departure in our car, My mother wished me goodbye. I started counting tress on my hands. Lost with love in the air I opened the windows and started Coldplay love and light songs. And my father was not happy with my decision. Finally, he dropped me and I saw teardrops in my father’s eyes. But this time I was firm.
My dreams were saying one thing — Go for us else keep living in fear and pain. And I departed from there without looking back!
This is my July masterpiece which I wrote in July but got busy in the spiritual ascension process. I wanted to share in July but I was not feeling fine emotionally.
Thank You!
