My Last Day — Bye Bye
Last day at Workspace
I started my car, it made a sound vroom. I promised her this is the last time I am taking her to the office —” She also laughed and said so finally you are free”
Everything in the universe has consciousness, don’t think the car has no feeling. I don’t want to increase its speed. I love crawling slowly-slowly. This is the life lesson I have learned.
To slow down, no race this time.
I thought to purchase some chocolates for my mates and also clicked one pose — “this one gonna be a very special”.
Time to enter the campus — I entered campus lost in the silence of trees. And, I am late as usual, but I see no reason to come on time — “ my brain hates time, space, and dimension”
Now, I know they are just an illusion that keeps me in fear and pain.
It’s time to feel the silence and I am going to raise my hand, I know the sky is listening to me and daring to feel me from closer.
All along, it has been a day full of emotions. I gifted my colleagues a set of chocolates. And, greeted them with my notes of feelings. And How can I forget my sweet smile? — She saved me on many occasions. She only knows how to react when I am feeling too low.
I received texts from my sister. She told me to have a lovely day ahead and wished me good luck for the future.
I started my exit interviews by filling all those feedback forms. Third time this time in my short carrier, they serve no purpose to me. I completed feedback very honestly. It took me half an hour. And, I started writing there only, else It will be tough to remember the events for me.
My emotional pain asking from inside to leave this suffocating workspace or else you will live in regret. There are many things which you need to feel. I know that pain is torture — when I am back in fear, she hits me up from nowhere.
I have found my purpose to live. I got stuck in the body of a zombie long ago, I won’t repeat the same mistake, “I only know the pain — I am about to conquer”. Sky has captured me like a kid. I won’t be staying here for so long. I don’t know many fancy words, but I know now how to express things with my emotions.
Now tell me why I need to go round like a zero.
“It’s not about the multiple life you have been living, Its about the one life you have been given”
— Quote by Author
And, another hour passed
It's noon, time for lunch, and yeah I have been informed — Pizza Party today. I went to pick up pizzas, it's my last walk today. With jokes around from colleagues enjoying a walk with nature. It’s time to move to the cafeteria and cheer up with Pepsi and Pizzas. My eyes are moving in sync back and forth — like a pendulum in very slow motion. With only one slice of pizza, my stomach is full. I avoid eating outside due to my gut issues.
It’s time to go back to my desk and submit the forms and also shoot one farewell email to express the emotions which I have reserved for this day for so long. I submitted the email thanking my mates and then I went out on a small walk. Hearing the tip-tap sound of my footsteps in silence, I took sunshine outside. To me, it was shining bigger.
who knows I need a better prescription?
I had a thought what are the things left now? I went upstairs, evening is approaching, I submitted my Id card and I saw my workspace computer screen last time. It’s time to submit all those man-made machines.
After that, I greeted my colleagues one last time and they bid goodbye to me with one nice gift, which I haven’t opened till now. They accompanied me outside and I loved the way they passed me their last wishes for the day.
I am losing this one, I want to cry with my pen, the sun needs to hold me. But I can express all my pain with this new community I joined. Another thought popped up in my mind, this desk will be not yours from tomorrow — I said stop it. I want to live in the present. It’s summer and I wanted to avoid those sad emotions but all alone there is a word known as feelings.
I started my car again. One last time from the outside of the campus.
Tress giving me a guard of honor.
Stars and Moon welcomed in the early wee hour itself,
Sun, already blessed me
I feel safe under the sky
It’s time to take care of mother earth
Where are clouds?
I will be waiting for the Rain tonight,
Else I will not able to sleep
It’s raining at night. Universe listens. Thank you !!
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