The unseen engine

What keeps me moving when my body wants to stop and stay

chel writes
Weeds & Wildflowers
4 min readNov 3, 2023

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Within the vastness of human life, the connection between mind and body is a source of enduring fascination. This dichotomy often pits the unyielding desire of the human spirit against physical limitations. It has become an important part of my life, as I am often faced with a choice: surrender to the inertia that makes my body stop and persist, or summon the inner strength that drives me to keep moving.

We’ve all experienced it, that moment when your whole self craves rest, and the lure of comfort and inertia challenges your ambitions. This occurs during morning runs when the bed is tempting, late-night study sessions when exhaustion creeps in, and in times of emotional turmoil when all you want is to curl up and escape reality.

It’s in these moments of profound struggle that the true test of our will and the ability to find joy in motion becomes evident.

When my body tells me to stop and persist, my first source of motivation is my own mental tenacity. The ability to overcome physical discomfort and lethargy comes from a deep-rooted determination to achieve my goals. This resilience has been cultivated through many examples of facing adversity, facing failure, and becoming stronger. These experiences taught me that the journey to success is not a straight line, but rather a series of challenges that must be overcome. I draw strength from the knowledge that, in the face of discomfort, my willpower can be my most powerful ally.

The support of family and friends also played an important role in helping me survive. They serve as a network of encouragement and inspiration. In moments of weakness, when I feel the gravitational pull of inertia, a conversation with a loved one or a pep talk from a friend can be the spark that reignites my passion. These relationships remind me that I am not alone in my endeavors and that other people’s trust in me is often enough to fuel my inner fire.

Another powerful motivator is a sense of purpose. Finding joy in motion becomes easier when I have a clear vision of why I’m pushing myself. This purpose turns the effort from a mere act of endurance into a journey filled with joy and significance. It is this sense of purpose that enables me to keep moving forward, even when my body wants to stop.

The pursuit of knowledge also fuels my curiosity, driving me to explore and grow. My mind craves new experiences, pushing me out of my comfort zone. This never-ending journey for understanding keeps me moving when my body wants to stop.

Memories of past accomplishments and anticipation of future success provide a motivational soundtrack to my life. Remembering the joy of crossing the finish line, the joy of completing a challenging project, or the satisfaction of overcoming an obstacle will rekindle the fire of determination. Excitement for what lies ahead serves as a beacon, guiding me through the darkest moments of exhaustion and self-doubt.

Also, Taylor Swift’s music ignites a fire in me, providing the energy and motivation to persist. Yes, I think I have to count her influences, too, especially her music. Her relatable themes and raw emotion resonate with my journey, reminding me of the resilience and determination within her lyrics. Swift’s songs become an inspiring soundtrack to my pursuit of joy in motion.

So, the battle between the body’s tendency to stop and the mind’s urge to move forward is a constant struggle in my life. To overcome this internal conflict, I draw on my mental fortitude, support from loved ones, goals, the pursuit of knowledge, and memories of past successes and future ambitions. It’s an invisible force that keeps me moving when my body wants to stop and be still.

These are the invisible forces that keep me moving when my body wants to stop and stay, enabling me to discover the profound joy that lies in motion. In the end, it’s the indomitable human spirit that drives us forward, pushing the boundaries of what is possible, and showing that even when the body falters, the mind can propel us to remarkable heights.

In response to Dennett’s amazing November prompt!

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chel writes
Weeds & Wildflowers

write articles and personal thoughts. publish drafts regularly. sometimes in english or indonesian :)