A N G S T

Fear (yet not unleashed)
it´s dormant claws
a patient sniper

curled up
frozen in time
waiting for that instant
red hot bleeding nerve
unfurling and ready

yet let loose, provoking
internal screams squeezed
into nothingness
desperate holding on
to what is real
and what is not

Untamed thoughts
whirling crashing
Driving out all faith
reason to believe in
here
and also after

assuming
hoping
seeking (more pleading)
until black clouds knock you
finally into oblivion

And then
As for now

All is Well

Tenderness and Bravery