How to be less dependent on others?

Question: Acharya Ji, my mind is fully occupied and surrounded by one person. A problem is there. When I’m away from him, I’m totally free but when I’ll go back to him, how will I be myself? Not sure where the problem is, within me or somewhere else?

Acharya Prashant: It’s not a thing between you and that person, please. First of all, it has to be between you and the impersonal One. If you are with Him then it really doesn’t matter whether you are with one other person, ten more persons or with nobody at all. Your mind should not be occupied by a person. If your mind is occupied by a person, then the mind is never going to find peace. It doesn’t matter who the person is. The mind must be the seat of the Absolute. You must belong to the real one. And then you may be with five persons, ten persons, and we said, or no person at all. It won’t bother you.

So, have you seen the situation? The problem is not that the person hurts you or the person dominates you or the person creates problems for you. The flaw is that you are allowing that person to become too central and too important for you. Who should be central and important? The absolute. You are perceiving things wrongly. You are saying a person sits at the centre of my mind and the problem is that he hurts and annoys me which means that in your own estimate, you will cease to have a problem if that same person ceases to hurt or annoy you, right? So the problem is not that the seat is occupied by the wrong one. In your own admission, the problem is that the one who is occupying the seat is troubling you. If the same occupant of the seat stops troubling you, you would say I have no problem. No. the problem is deeper than the trouble this person is causing you. The problem is why is the seat occupied by a person? Any person, doesn’t matter who that person is.

In the expectation of deriving pleasure and security from a person, we allow that person to occupy a place that no person should have ever occupied. And then there is trouble.

For the wife, the husband becomes all important. For the husband, the wife becomes all important. The same can happen with parents and kids, even in an employee-employer relationship that can happen. Or you can turn somebody into an ideal. And now that ideal is occupying the throne. The throne has to be left vacant for the Infinite. It belongs to Him and nobody else. Getting it?

So, even when you are with that person, live as if, firstly, you are with the Absolute.

Outside, maybe that person or several other persons will surround you. Inside, you should be all alone with HIM (Infinite). That’s the key.

Would you remember this?

Outside a crowd may surround you, inside there should be just you and Him.