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I Laugh at the Worst Possible Moments!!
I Had No Idea, This Habit Has a Name
I have no idea…how or when exactly it started, all I know is….I got this strange, embarrassing habit of laughing in serious situations.
This includes serious conversations, tense meetings and literally any given situation, when I am not supposed to not laugh at all.
When everyone else goes quiet, I am the one still fighting back a giggle.
It is not that I find random moments funny or something.
It’s just how my own brain works. It decides to hit a special “laugh” button at the worst possible time.
Weirdly, as a child…I remember
I used to make a face as if I didn’t even know how to laugh.
My face always resembled a fun- less person, or it’s better to say I looked as if…a old lady’s soul lived inside the body of a little girl.
As I grew older, this new habit followed me like an uninvited guest.
I went to a friend’s wedding, when the priest asked for complete silence during the rituals, and immediately I imagined something silly.