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Is Every New Writer Hunted by One Fear or the Other?
Or am I alone?
I’m new to the writing world.
And all the lessons I’ve learned and all the encouragement I’ve received seem not to help me.
I’ve been reading motivational materials since I was a kid. Some of them made me believe I can succeed at anything I set my mind to.
Despite all of these, I still see myself as a failure when it comes to writing.
Fear is real
I have fears, and I can understand. I’m human.
However, the fear of failing in the writing industry is deeply rooted in my soul. Sometimes, I feel like someone is standing by my side and telling me “ Don’t write, it’s pointless!”
This fear seems to be real. It hurts my consistency and derails my focus.
Especially, here on Medium, before I put my fingers on the keyboard, I’d be skeptical about certain things:
- Will what I’m going to write make any sense?
- Will anyone read my work?
- Will my work receive a single clap?
Questions like these would keep pouring out of my mind and they deepen my fear.
These negative emotions always make me feel like a defeated man.