Me And My Musical Mind
Do you ever feel this way that whenever you go through any kind of emotion, the exact music that matches your particular mood suddenly starts to play in the background of your mind? I am not sure about others, but it's certainly me whose mind is like a moveable sound system that plays a variety of music genres in the background all the time, like right now, while writing this stuff, where emotionally I'm not feeling really right and the music is continuously playing in my ear that I heard last night. It's like I can't get over this emotion and the music ever. I don't know the lyrics, but musical sounds keep playing and playing in shuffle mode.
This is not the first time I've faced such a thing. Whenever I'm overwhelmed by any feelings, whether it's joy, sadness, anger, or just no feeling at all, the music matches my vibes without any permission and starts to play in my mind and ears. It's like there's always a playlist of emotions in store. I ask myself, Why does this happen to me? Why, in serious situations, even during exams, does the music suddenly start playing in my ears? Am I crazy or what?
But sometimes, I also assume that maybe it's my way of dealing with my situations! Maybe music really helps me to get through my feelings; maybe this way it keeps me strong to face and makes me strong against my negative self. I don't know what it really is, but it makes me musically ready to face it.
