Time To Love Again
I Want to Trust But It Takes Time
You are my one desire.
You have lit my heart up in a blazing fire.
You are never far from my thoughts.
Without you in my life, I’d be lost.
I want to show you my affection in words and deeds,
You are all I want and what I need.
Then my mind reflects on where I’ve been.
And those are the times when doubt creeps in.
I have trouble feeling confident in what we have.
I worry if I were to get too attached.
In the past, I have been misled.
I blindly trusted what others had said.
I was used, perhaps for security or maybe just for fun.
It’s left me wary that once more my emotions will get spun.
I own my choices and try to learn from my mistakes.
I was naive is all I can say.
I fooled myself, thinking someone's affection was real,
and it hurt when the truth was revealed.
It’s been hard and I’ve had to make adjustments,
Now I tend to question my judgment.
