How MDMA Helped my PTSD

And why I’ll never do it again.

Freedom. Photo by Taylor Ann Wright on Unsplash

Last year, I was in Costa Rica when someone I just met offered me MDMA.

I had never done it before. I was afraid, but I was also tired of being afraid. I saw everyone around me having fun. Partying. I wanted to be so carefree. I wanted to feel life like that.




Articles on my mental health journey. Anxiety. Trauma. Inspiration.

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