I Tried to Will Myself to Stop Existing…And it Didn’t Work.

Inching forward, on and on and on.

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Just some backstory: As a kid, I had seizures, and my epilepsy meds gave me night terrors.

I was super familiar with how things that weren’t real could feel real. Things that were just in my head made my heart race.