Stability Is Weird And Fuckin’ Scary.

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I’ve been working consistently, going to the gym, not drinking, paying stuff, seeing friends…you know, just kinda, normal life things.

I’ve spent most of my life in a sort of chaos. I’m comfortable in chaos. I’m not saying it’s good, but it’s where I feel at home. When things are too stable, they somehow feel boring and more unsafe at the same time. I hate being told to be calm, to take a minute…