I want to quit my studies but...

Hello everyone, this is amy, a final year student of pharmacy. I am currently living in India.

Now, I think, I should leave my studies because it feels like a trap. I can’t do anything else that I love. On the other hand, I don’t know, if I do this what will happen to my future and what I am gonna do for a living? These types of overthinking trapped me and I can’t find a way to get out of this. Actually, this was my fault.

I have studied all my life but this college is really depressing, no fun, no support.

Most people told me that degree and diploma will open more doors in my life, and this is the reason I never quit my studies until now. But I don't think this is true because there are lots of people who are living a good life without proper education.

I think, being a student is a challenge and who survived this phase of life is a hero. I know, different places have different environments and everybody is unique.

The world is changing, everyone is doing what they like, what should I do. And I am here, afraid of taking decisions.

The reality is the Indian education system sucks but not everywhere, there are also some good colleges here but all the things depends on the people who are running it.

A happy and good environment is very important, we can not do innovative things with a depressing atmosphere.

Life is feeling like an existential crisis.

What is your opinion about taking big steps alone, Have you ever done this before?