Don’t Solve Anything
— You left me again.
— I am here, aren’t I?
— You did. You always do. Like that one time I had a bat in my room. I was scared, and you walked out.
— It was a bat. Why would you insist on staying there?
— It was my room. You tell me you love me, but you never stay by my side.
— When I stay, things get worse. You use me as an excuse make an attack on everything.
— I am not perfect, but you could wait for couple hours to let things cool down. Do you have to walk away each time?
— I wanted to talk, but you turned your back on me. What do you want me to do? I feel like I am walking through a mine field. No matter what I do, it’s always becomes the wrong answer. So I gave you the space you needed.
— You were gone for weeks.
— If I stay, everything becomes my fault.
— Why don’t you just pay attention?
— I pay attention to you more than anybody else..
— That’s not the point. You see. You still don’t listen. You always talk. You treat me like I am your pet project. Somebody who needs to be fixed all the time.
— You are not a project. I want you to be fine, but you always figure out a way to become destructive. If I stay, I have to do nothing. The storm you create effects me too.
— Maybe if you just listen…
— I would, if it was gonna solve anything, but it never does.
— Doesn’t matter, don’t solve anything, just listen.
Just Listen
“Your Voice Dialogues” are collection of real life instances. Some of them are mundane, some are exotic, they don’t have concrete beginnings and ends, nevertheless they always carry a meaning.
Kuro Yamamato is an author, and a playwright. His work is usually focused on life, self deception, and the states of human mind. You can follow him on Twitter : Kuro Yamamato and Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/DreamingOfHuman/
