PinnedRuth VictoriaCowered in fear before even tryingIt’s been a while but I promise it’s worth the read·5 min read·Jul 21, 2023--1--1
Ruth Victoriainthe Cafe40 days laterThe day of, I made sure not to pack black or white clothing. And knowing me, I own nothing but black or white clothes. But I tried. I…·4 min read·May 10, 2019----
Ruth VictoriaWinter BluesIts cold the type where a thousand little sharp knives persistently stab the surface of your skin. From the tip of your fingers, and toes…1 min read·Jan 5, 2018--2--2
Ruth VictoriaScary Thought of SettlingAnd then you ask yourself, could it be better? Hell yes. A thousand times better. But will you settle? And then you look around, and tell…1 min read·Dec 6, 2017----
Ruth VictoriaHigh Functioning Depression/ Dysthimia: A Peakone more batch of cookies. one more batch. okay last one i promise. let’s clean up all this mess and try to look intact. orders ready…2 min read·Nov 21, 2017----
Ruth VictoriaToo Heavyyou start to doubt if your legs really do exist and your chest so heavy with every waking hour God damn this hurts and when you sleep, you…1 min read·Nov 21, 2017----
Ruth Victoria‘Tis the SeasonThere is something about the season of christmas that makes me feel as if a million sharp knives are coming, pointed towards me, and I have…1 min read·Nov 15, 2017----
Ruth VictoriaExact Same Onesit happens quite often you know the way you see people and how it all changes. at a glance, you’re in awe and amusement “how can you…1 min read·Oct 31, 2017--1--1
Ruth VictoriaA Dead EndHe knows its a dead end here It’s a dead end here right here with me It’s a dead end. No matter how many times he’s tried circling the way…1 min read·Oct 23, 2017--1--1