Acid StarFeelings of distainIt’s been over a year since I’ve written here… how funny. I’m not so much into Jed McKenna anymore, and got more into Simply Always Awake.Jul 13Jul 13
Acid StarFeelings of FailureYou know, there’s a way that the whole spiritual autolysis thing is very boring, because there are these issues that you kind of just come…Jun 14, 20231Jun 14, 20231
Acid StarI Feel Sad About How Much of My Life I WastedI’m obsessed with age; is someone older than me, younger than me? I’m 38, with 39 not too far off, and I didn’t get married. I don’t have…Jun 3, 2023Jun 3, 2023
Acid StarLate at night with the spooky robotsI’m having some fun with Midjourney; I keep typing in prompts and I keep getting pictures out.May 31, 2023May 31, 2023
Acid StarMundane TruthsFor a while, I thought the truths I had to face were the big ones. Like, DEATH, and I suppose that’s still true.May 30, 2023May 30, 2023
Acid StarEgo and GriefI’m reading a book on grief right now; I sort of feel guilty, because it’s a book about BIG grief, and I feel like I only have little…Apr 17, 2023Apr 17, 2023
Acid StarMaya Has Come For MeAs I was writing, I got the following text message from an unknown number:Apr 16, 2023Apr 16, 2023
Acid StarWhat is the Resistance?I wake up at night feeling anxious; often I imagine a partner (frequently male) there with me which helps me feel safer. However, on a…Aug 8, 2022Aug 8, 2022
Acid StarWhen The Story Wears ThinSometimes now, not often really, I can sit there and feel the thinness of the story. Normally, I’m just in the world doing the things you…Jul 25, 2022Jul 25, 2022
Acid StarWhy Past Lives Make No SenseI don’t really get how people can both believe both in non-duality and reincarnation.Jul 24, 20222Jul 24, 20222