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Acid Star

Feelings of Failure

You know, there’s a way that the whole spiritual autolysis thing is very boring, because there are these issues that you kind of just come…

4 min readJun 14, 2023

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Feelings of Failure

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Acid Star

I Feel Sad About How Much of My Life I Wasted

I’m obsessed with age; is someone older than me, younger than me? I’m 38, with 39 not too far off, and I didn’t get married. I don’t have…

3 min readJun 3, 2023

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I Feel Sad About How Much of My Life I Wasted

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Acid Star

Late at night with the spooky robots

I’m having some fun with Midjourney; I keep typing in prompts and I keep getting pictures out.

4 min readMay 31, 2023

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Late at night with the spooky robots

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Acid Star

Mundane Truths

For a while, I thought the truths I had to face were the big ones. Like, DEATH, and I suppose that’s still true.

4 min readMay 30, 2023

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Mundane Truths

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Acid Star

Ego and Grief

I’m reading a book on grief right now; I sort of feel guilty, because it’s a book about BIG grief, and I feel like I only have little…

2 min readApr 17, 2023

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Ego and Grief

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Acid Star

Maya Has Come For Me

As I was writing, I got the following text message from an unknown number:

3 min readApr 16, 2023

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Maya Has Come For Me

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Acid Star

What is the Resistance?

I wake up at night feeling anxious; often I imagine a partner (frequently male) there with me which helps me feel safer. However, on a…

4 min readAug 8, 2022

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What is the Resistance?

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Acid Star

When The Story Wears Thin

Sometimes now, not often really, I can sit there and feel the thinness of the story. Normally, I’m just in the world doing the things you…

3 min readJul 25, 2022

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When The Story Wears Thin

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Acid Star

Why Past Lives Make No Sense

I don’t really get how people can both believe both in non-duality and reincarnation.

5 min readJul 24, 2022

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Why Past Lives Make No Sense

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How does the ego keep popping up?

It feels like, sometimes, no matter how many ego-stories I get to the bottom of, there’s always another one sitting there ready to pop back…

7 min readJul 9, 2022

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How does the ego keep popping up?

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Acid Star

I’m a woman in her late 30s (as of blog starting) doing spiritual autolysis, as outlined by Jed McKenna. Bio photo from https://this-person-does-not-exist.com/

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