Did you missed the yesterday’s article? Here it is “DAY 200” Enjoy!!!
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Date: 08-September-2024
According to my daily dairy, it’s Day 410.
I woke up at 5 am when my alarm went off, and I felt a deep sense of gratitude for waking up early. However, I made the mistake of staying in bed and drifted back to sleep, only to wake up again at 6:35 am. Realizing that I had almost wasted the early start, I quickly got out of bed before sleep could pull me back. I got freshened up, determined to make my day productive, focusing on what needed to be done rather than how I felt about it. As I sat down to write in my daily diary, I reflected on my writing habits. I noticed that writing in capital letters made my writing appear more gentle and organized compared to using smaller letters. It was a small observation, but it made a difference in how I viewed my journaling process. Feeling a bit sleepy but knowing I had to stay focused, I powered up my laptop. It was a Sunday morning, and everyone else in my home was still in bed. But I knew that sleeping in wouldn’t take me where I wanted to go in life. I needed to organize myself, discipline myself, and take action. I realized that I often forgot tasks that needed my attention and ended up getting distracted by other work. To counter this, I created a text file where I listed everything that required my focus. I started by sorting out links related to scholarship research and then moved on to searching and applying for government jobs. After working on these tasks, I powered off my laptop to take a short break. I considered taking a quick nap, but I reminded myself that I shouldn’t follow how I felt; instead, I should do what needed to be done. By the time I powered off my laptop, my family had woken up, so I had breakfast with them. I knew that being a Sunday, I would get roped into household chores. My family wouldn’t miss the chance to get everything done, involving me even though it could be managed without my help. It stressed me out, and I hated the idea, but I didn’t have much of a choice. I ironed my clothes and helped with the chores around the house.
By the time I was free, it was already past 1 pm. I got freshened up again, offered my prayers, and then had a conversation about a meetup with my friends from the English Works! Program. One of my friends had received a scholarship and was leaving for Hungary on the 10th of September, so today was the perfect day to meet. After that, I had lunch and, after eating, decided to scroll through Instagram for a bit. A particular song was trending, and for some reason, it resonated with me deeply. It had a mix of emotions — a sense of not having achieved anything but also the determination to achieve it all at any cost. It struck a chord within me. As I scrolled, I also came across a few book recommendations that seemed interesting. I felt torn between reading a book or powering up my laptop to get some work done. Eventually, I decided to schedule my posts for my Instagram page first. Once that was done, I started reading the book. It was about Shia-Sunni relations, and it offered deep insights into their divisions. Dr. Israr Ahmed’s experiences and perspectives, especially his visits to Iran, enlightened me on this sensitive issue. Around 4 pm, I powered up my laptop again. I was feeling sleepy, but I knew that if I took a nap, I wouldn’t be able to make it to the meetup on time. I attempted to create an AI-generated profile image for myself but couldn’t quite get it right. So, I powered off the laptop, got ready, and headed out for the meetup. We all met at Millennium, and it was an amazing, cheerful moment. As we reminisced about our time together in the English Works! Program, I wished that time could reverse, allowing us to be back in the same class, attending those sessions once more. But that’s the thing about time — it never stops, no matter how much you want it to. I felt truly happy for my friend, but at the same time, I couldn’t shake the feeling of being left behind, of not being able to achieve the same success. I knew that no one was ever fully content with where they were in life, and I understood that being unhappy wasn’t the solution. Yet, I allowed myself to feel sad, as if that sadness provided some comfort, as if it was something I owned. It was hard, but eventually, I pulled myself out of that mindset and refocused. I knew that the feeling would return, but I also knew that I needed to take more serious actions than before. I had to push forward, no matter what, because the regret of not taking these steps would have a lifelong impact — something I wasn’t willing to live with. I came back home around 8:30 pm, got fresh and then offered prayers. Didn’t had dinner as I had eaten outside. I then powered my laptop, published this blog & Finally, I went to bed around 11:15 pm, determined to wake up early the next day and continue working on my routine, striving to make the changes I needed to achieve my goals.
That concludes the day’s chapter.
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