My Transparency Project
A few days ago I juxtaposed my current situation with my ideal one. I posted about it here.
It got me started thinking about transparency, which seems to becoming more important to people these days. I’m heavily involved in cryptocurrencies and blockchain projects, which has opened my eyes to the benefits of decentralization and extreme transparency.
As usual, I started to think about how I could apply that system socially and make a positive impact by being more transparent about my life — especially my struggles, my shortcomings, my hopes and dreams. It’s a hard thing to do; it’s embarrassing sometimes.
I struggled in silence for so long before figuring out how to keep on getting up in the morning. I reasoned that there’s gotta be a lot of people who think they’re alone in their struggles and that there is no way out.
I don’t have the answers. I still struggle to find meaning everyday. My goal isn’t to be the expert. I just want to be more open about life’s obstacles and open up a discussion. I want to cultivate an energy, at least in my small social circles, of openness and care.
I have specifically dealt with:
- A difficulty connecting with my wife and maintaining a healthy marriage
- Clinical depression for 3 years
- A devastating “truth” or “faith” crisis regarding my belief in the LDS Church
- Myofascial chronic neck and back pain for 3 years
I have been been very fortunate in many ways:
- I grew up in a very loving family with amazing parents and a strong support network
- I received a great education and had the means to attend college
- I’ve never lacked money for food or shelter
- When I was young I learned how to code and invest
- I have a lot of free time to read and try new things
I have been given so much. These things outweigh my hardships, but they are still there to deal with. It becomes difficult to be grateful when you are depressed, in pain, and out of hope.
This year I am going to do my best convey my story to people who want to hear it. I’ll make videos and write out my thoughts on different subjects, such as anti-depressants, alternative pain management, marriage, and my religious faith crisis.
I know that it might be odd to share so much about my life, but I feel a need to explain myself, so there you go. Now you know what I’m up to.
I hope those who read this can join in and find meaning in being open and caring for others.
Reach out to me if you have questions. I’m here to help.
You can find me at…
Instagram: @younginvesting
Twitter: @investyounger
Facebook: Bryce Young
