PinnedTionya lawrenceAddiction’s Podium: Entry FiveI have lived my life stating that I have no regrets, good or bad it all makes me who I am. I use the past tense reference because that all…Jan 7Jan 7
PinnedTionya lawrenceAddiction’s Podium: Entry FourI am well aware that the choices I have made are not healthy nor solid ones. I have been impulsive and disconnected when it comes to…Jan 7Jan 7
PinnedTionya lawrenceAddiction’s Podium: Entry ThreeIn learning about myself and the energies I have within me, I had been learning what my mom had taught me as a kid about the give and take…Jan 5Jan 5
PinnedTionya lawrenceAddiction’s Podium: Entry TwoOut of all the addiction’s that I have gone through, this has been the absolute worst experience. I thought that giving up alcohol had been…Jan 3Jan 3
PinnedTionya lawrenceAddiction’s Podium: Entry OneI do not know what the hell I am doing. I feel so alone and lost, a burden to even myself. I never dreamed that sobriety was going to be so…Jan 2Jan 2
Tionya lawrenceAddiction’s Podium 51: The Screaming Was So Loud but Only I Heard ThemFriday night was a better night than I had had all week. Why? Because there was a quite calm for the first time in a minute. I was able to…Aug 19Aug 19
Tionya lawrenceAddiction’s Podium 50: The STORMThere is a warm rain on the breath of the wind, still in the distance; only the smell of its droplets of life, have yet arrived where I…Jul 20Jul 20
Tionya lawrenceAddiction’s Podium 49I did not know anything about myself before all of this began. There are definite things now, that I know I cannot have in my life. There…Jun 29Jun 29
Tionya lawrenceAddictions Podium 48There are a lot of things that I will never be ok with when it comes to the life that I was living, for way too long. There are things that…Jun 28Jun 28
Tionya lawrenceAddiction’s Podium 46: The Very Confusing Heartbreak, That Is This LifeI imagine a world where there is a free happiness. A beautiful world where pain is not a given, and love and kindness are not rare. I…Jun 25Jun 25