Dear PoppyThat’s How Quickly I Can Be DiscardedI wonder why I hate it when we have company so much. And not just any company but the kind where you’re expected to be kind and polite and…Feb 12Feb 12
Dear PoppyThe Lights Are All OutI feel like death. I’m not in any kind of physical pain, but rather just dead, lifeless. I can’t get up the energy to do anything, or to…Feb 9Feb 9
Dear PoppyVanity of VanitiesStories can be such false things. In real life there are no endings, life is not so simple or easy. Death is the only final end of…Feb 7Feb 7
Dear PoppyGod Forbid I Rest ThoughAt least I’m honest right? I’ll never be able to deny what was and is true, even if these days pass away eventually. I am also realizing…Feb 5Feb 5
Dear PoppyNothing But Weeping and Gnashing of TeethDamn it all. I’m flooded by feelings I can’t trace because there are so many and as I continue not dealing with it the more backed-up I…Feb 2Feb 2
Dear PoppyI Feel Like I Have Been Thrown OutHow do I know if Jesus will take care of me? I know he says he will but sometimes it really doesn’t feel like that. Sometimes I feel I am…Jan 31Jan 31
Dear PoppyWhy Can’t One Simply Walk Away From One’s Inner Demon?I kinda thought I wouldn’t have to come back here for a few days. That I had found the solution. But I’ve been distressed all day, and I…Jan 29Jan 29
Dear PoppyI Feel I Have No RootsMy heart is so incredibly heavy tonight. And I can’t exactly figure why. I really feel unsettled and like I don’t belong anywhere. Of…Jan 26Jan 26
Dear PoppyA Family Name that Becomes a Kind of ReligionOh God. There is such an anger and sadness in my heart. It is as if a cold hand of steel has been thrust into my chest and is now gripping…Jan 24Jan 24
Dear PoppyMy Driven and Ruthless SelfI think sometimes I do this (journalling) just to make myself feel productive. I’ve already edited quite a bit and yet somehow I still feel…Jan 22Jan 22