I’ve come to kill time with you again. — Here I am again. A feeling all too familiar. Stuck. Body heavy. Indifferent, not sad. Mind telling me lies. Me believing them. This time, no guilt … that’s a lie, there’s guilt. But I am really enjoying these constant hits of dopamine. My week has consisted of posting up in…

Backyard Tales: Chapter 1 — Won’t you be my neighbor? — The backyard is my sanctuary. My garden, my string lights, my swing. Every night I hang out in my sanctuary for a good few hours when the weather is juuust right. Back and forth I go, from inside the house back to my swing. Grabbing food and drinks, a tech…

He’s a runner, he’s a track star… — He’s a runner, he’s a track star, he’s a code switcher extraordinaire. Okay, so maybe not exaaactly, because code switchers don’t run away when things get tough. They adapt. And that’s the damn point. Earlier today, the homie Mario Lopez was called out from society. …

A book for my dichotomy of lives — The first chapter had me hooked, but a quarter of the way through, I felt torn. Isn’t that everything a book lover wants? A book lover also wants for that feeling to remain throughout the book, with a little grace given for a few slow burn moments. …

How to make the most of Walmart Cash even if you’re receiving Government assistance. On this Halloween, I am here to share not only a Walmart trick, it’s also very much a treat in saving money. The next best thing since the drive-up pick-up order, in my humble opinion. Depending on where you’re at in the world, maybe more specifically the U.S., or even…

Late night drives across town — Enjoy while listening to the acoustic version of Everlong by the Foo Fighters I love my life. … Did I actually say that?! A year ago, I made one of the toughest decisions of my life, to completely change everything so I could finally take care of myself. …

Werewolf mamis and dragon daughters — Enjoy while listening to Mouth (The Stingray Mix) by Bush We can’t breathe when you come around All your mental armor drags me down Nothing hurts like your mouth Mouth — Bush Learning about dragons in therapy In my therapy journey of learning how to understand Mami, why she does what she does, and where…

With a Distressing Relationship with Mami and Without Children — “When I find myself in times of trouble Mother Mary comes to me Speaking words of wisdom, let it be And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me Speaking words of wisdom, let it be” Let it Be — The Beatles www.lyrics.com For as…

*Trigger Warning: This article contains images and content about infertility and depression As I was writing My Journey with Endometriosis, although my goal was to share helpful information, I really felt like I was holding back on some of the tougher parts of living with the illness. …