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My Journey with Dissociative Identity Disorder: An Examination of Personal Development and Plural…

When first confronted with the fact that I might have DID there was an instantaneous relief; if this could be me, then there was hope.

Jul 15, 2023

My Journey with Dissociative Identity Disorder: An Examination of Personal Development and Plural…

Jul 15, 2023

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Behind the Mask: Complex Trauma and a Dissociative Disorder

When I was growing up I always knew that I was different but identifying how I was different was too far outside of my grasp. It wasn’t…

Apr 3, 2022

Behind the Mask: Complex Trauma and a Dissociative Disorder

Apr 3, 2022

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Raw; December 15, 2022

Ghost grinds against my muscle where my hands can’t reach to stop it

Dec 16, 2022

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New Mexico; May 23rd, 2021

Oct 22, 2022

Oct 22, 2022

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Spiritual Bypassing Harms People With Mental Illness

Spirituality is an incredible tool; like any tool, its use is only as good as those who wield it and wielding it comes with its own…

May 12, 2022

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When Domestic Violence Becomes Public Spectacle

When I first named my abuser and publicly confronted the ways in which he had harmed me, there was an outpouring of support. People saw…

May 7, 2022

When Domestic Violence Becomes Public Spectacle

May 7, 2022

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Relinquishing Control; Tarot Reading

The blade pierces through uncertainty but shatters when it meets an unwillingness to change.

Apr 26, 2022

Apr 26, 2022

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Funeral Shame

Setting things down for time to pass around them

Apr 25, 2022

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The Wolf in Me Is Not the Wolf in You

I don’t need to be this or do those things. I could be terrible, I could succumb, domesticate myself, resign to humanity, hide myself away.

Apr 19, 2022

Apr 19, 2022

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Malignant: Revenge Catharsis is my Parasitic Twin

Malignant opens on the protagonist, Madison, an overworked pregnant woman, by showing her mundane arrival home. She looks tired, sickly…

Feb 21, 2022

Malignant: Revenge Catharsis is my Parasitic Twin

Feb 21, 2022