Two years ago, my husband of 18 years took his life. I’m still coming to terms with why. — My charming, brilliant, handsomely dimpled, fun-loving husband of 18 years and father of our three sons, ages 12, 13, and 16, killed himself on July 2, 2018. He was 46. Was it situational depression after nearly a year of unemployment following previous decades of professional ups and downs? Was it…