I keep seeing waves, the ocean
There are always people I know
This time I felt rather helpless
annoyed, but entertained
I woke up and in one second
Sometimes — many times — I feel I might die. I believe I’ve come close, I don’t know what they’d write. One of those mystery deaths — possible suicide —but it wont be true.
Sometimes I wonder, if I’d just be normal, if I’d watch tv like the others, would death just pass me by? Is it because I’m looking life in the eye that…