PinnedSchizophrenic Professor Number InfinityThe unfortunate story of Michael LaudorI read this story last night: https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2023/05/american-madness-schizophrenia-mental-illness/673490/…Apr 17, 2023Apr 17, 2023
PinnedSchizophrenic Professor Number InfinityThis is what my paranoid schizophrenia is likeYesterday, collaborators and I were trying to work out why a peak in a certain curve had shifted. I had separately done a calibration to…May 18, 20232May 18, 20232
Schizophrenic Professor Number InfinityMy paranoid schizophrenic voices want to start a new Disney+But they’re happily in the red, like so many unicorns today3d ago3d ago
Schizophrenic Professor Number InfinityThere’s no fixing my cult of schizophrenic voices, but do other cults have a chance of blowing up?I’m a diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic, with the worst and best voices in the world. Worst, because they are torturous. Best, because they…3d ago3d ago
Schizophrenic Professor Number InfinitySexism in STEM: Man, these women scientists are so cute, carrying those chemistry beakers!The voices of a paranoid schizophrenic are interesting. You’d think that they’re just out there and crazy, but they’re sometimes a…3d ago3d ago
Schizophrenic Professor Number InfinityI’m floridly psychotic — the paranoid schizophrenic video game I’m in is getting goodDid I talk to Loki? No, I didn’t. But I feel like I did.Jul 7Jul 7
Schizophrenic Professor Number InfinityDealing with paranoid schizophrenia means, for me, practicing radical acceptanceMy paranoid schizophrenia isn’t pretty. I fully believe my delusions — but at this point, I don’t know what to believe. I’m not sure what…Jul 1Jul 1
Schizophrenic Professor Number InfinityHow to read a hidden Markov modelEverytime I give a presentation on hidden Markov models to physicists, I ask, “How many people have seen these before?” The answer? Almost…Jun 19Jun 19
Schizophrenic Professor Number InfinityOn having a scientific paper that people are citing but that you are somewhat sure many people…This paper marked the first time in my career that referee reports were laughably bad — but it wasn’t laughable at the time.Jun 18Jun 18
Schizophrenic Professor Number InfinityHow do I get treated for trauma from things that I’m sure happened but that nobody else can see?One day, I make a lot of jokes about how stupid the “org” (voices, for those of you who don’t buy into my paranoid schizophrenic delusion)…Jun 16Jun 16