Once I Was a Dancing Flower Fairy

My inner child speaks to me through dance

Bingz Huang
Age of Empathy
Published in
4 min readJan 29, 2021

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Photo by Eddie Kopp on Unsplash

This year, I’ve been following the breadcrumbs from the Universe through my Word of the year — Light. As I start to embody my three intentions of Light — being light-hearted, light-footed, and shining my light freely, new magical synchronicities began to appear, leading me to my next breadcrumb.

While unwinding my desire to lose weight, I discovered that somehow I stopped believing I was beautiful because of my sudden weight gain at seven years old. As a child, I’ve never seen fat girls dance without being ridiculed. So I stopped taking dance classes. I stopped feeling beautiful because I stopped dancing.

What a confusing mind pretzel I put myself through!

Now, I can clearly see I’m supposed to be beautiful, regardless of how my body shape is. I don’t feel ugly, but I don’t feel the truth of my beauty yet.

How can I reconnect to the truth of my beauty?

Piecing My Past Lives Into My Greater Truth

“It is in the present where you have the power to reach into both the past and the future, creating the change you desire. “

~ from the book Beyond Past Lives, written by Mira Kelley

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Bingz Huang
Age of Empathy

Gentleness Coach & Certified MAP Practitioner. I can guide you to feel happy and fulfilled despite life challenges.