2018
I leave you lighter pieces of me will stay with youstress and pain, stomach and lunganxieties of tomorrows and panics over yesterdays
You acted as a spotlightI had to adjust my course and avoid the cliffsMade clear…
Do you have those thoughts,The thoughts that you keep under lock and keyStored away in a vault and buried in your mind.
Do you have those thoughts that if left to root Will crumble your world Leaving you hollow like termites to an oak. Until a slight breeze comesAnd…
Do you have those thoughts. The Quiet ones that whisper. Like the voice carried by the wind in a storm. The voice from deep inside, The one that sounds like who you wish you could be.
Who put them there. Your thoughts are not your own. Not a child of a synapse. Incepted in your mind.Planted by a gardener, not the wind.
Who said you weren’t good enough. That you couldn’t beCouldn’t doCouldn’t have…
The boat is loadedWith tackle and net, hook and spear.A pair of oars and a pail of baitWith these and my anchor in my boat.I untie from my dock and shove offThe rowing begins and I see the harbour fadeSafety leaves me as the sun breaks the horizonThe more orange and gold fill the sky the less control I haveBut control what I may with these…
I find myselfStandingin the valley of the shadow of death. I see the shadow not too far off in the fog. Our eyes meetMovements matchedThe longer I stareThe clearer I see.
Darwin said to survive you must adapt. The more you change the longer you live.
I consider myself a chameleonI walk slowly, not moving again until my long fingers are tight around the branch My eyes move in every directionIll change my color based on environment Please watch where you step, I…