Living Un-Edited

Eyes closed tight, my body curled into a ball, making myself as small as I can. I cling to the face of a mountain, a craggy cliff soaring…

I am the dial on a radio. Tune me up or down and I zoom across the numbers, coming in and out of focus on different stations.

I’m pulling back the curtains,  stripping my body down to the studs,  peeling back each layer one by one,  to see what lays just behind…

Closing my eyes, I turn inward to listen. Body, I know you hold the keys to this mystery, the path to self-discovery. I’m learning…

Separated, isolated, alone. I’m wandering, unattached, untethered from reality.

This is the ongoing journal of my personal awakening and that of the Love YOUniversity (TM) tribe with the help of The Love You Method…

I do not want to write today. I feel off, tight, twisted inside. My mind goes blank.

I don’t often remember my dreams. Usually when I wake the dream is a blur, a hint of a moment that quickly fades away. Every once in a…

Waves of sadness  crash over me suddenly,  seemingly out of nowhere.  They take me by surprise  and I go under,  unsuspecting,  gasping.

My stomach is buzzing, pulsating, clenching, burning. One sensation morphs into the next in a continuous loop. A seemingly endless pit…

What should I do? I get all twisted up inside, trying to decide. Based on such a tiny word. Should.

Body — I’m here, I’m listening. I wasn’t before. That is why your whispers gradually grew into screams. You were only trying to get my…