NYC: An Environment For Self Expression
In my last blog post, I shared a new theme I’ve noticed in my nightmares: being socially rejected or ostracized.
I’ve long been aware of my fear of rejection; but only recently have I begun to face that fear. I’m shedding the need to be accepted. I’m learning to comfortably stand out and shine bright.
New York City (I moved here 4 months ago) has played a big role in igniting the courage I needed to express fully. NYC is an environment where everything is accepted, because everyone is so different. The community consists of unique individuals that freely express their individuality.
The diversity of the expression makes me feel safe to express in any way that feels right for me. And the more I freely express, the more I get to know myself. The true expression of who I am now.
Which can be tricky to identify, because who I am now is different than who I am becoming — is different than who I want to be — is different than who I once was.
I am constantly flowing into new versions of myself.
And it’s fucking beautiful.
Thank you for your time and energy in reading my musings for the day.
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Blessings & Gratitude,
Ky
