I feel like i’m drowning in someone else’s bath water. Some else’s mess. Someone else’s mistakes and decisions. But is this how the rest of this…
Today I thought a lot about my situation.
Its 3am and i’m restless
I can’t stop thinking about what I haven’t done
Do you ever feel unworthy? Like someone else was chosen instead of you because they are darker? Because they are skinnier? They have bigger…
You ever think you’ve finally managed to get a good grip on something and then realize you’re just holding on desperately?
Am I suicidal? Have I had suicidal thoughts before? Would I be okay with dying right now? Would I miss anything? Would anyone miss…
daily
I cry…daily.
I have a mental breakdown…daily.
I question my strengths…daily.
