⚠I keep telling myself
⚠PainSo much painMore pain Than I know what to do withPain that cuts through mePain that twists me up insidePain that keeps…
⚠MotherI wish I could tell youThat I remained A boyThat I remainedThe boyThat you knew.
⚠My head slams into a wallYour fingers tighten around my throatThe fire in your eyes burns with intensityYour rage boiling over…
⚠SometimesI think That I died with youAnd thatAll of thisHas just been HellPlaying out.
⚠In the heat of itI lose the thread That leads meBack to This
⚠I don’t even see myselfAnymore.
⚠There is this
Beautifully DECISIVE
⚠I long for somethingFor which there is no word.No language or tongue could ever express it.Trying to explain it Would only…