My shadow is thin and pretty
My shadow is what I used wish could have been me
Everyone saw my appearance and chose that to define me and compared me to the thinness of my shadow 
I…

Reality-Bulimia…

I remember looking at my classmates shoveling down 100 McNuggets between the 6 of them in 20 minutes, I remember thinking “I…

Dear Darkness

Dear Darkness,

You’re always here,

You never leave.

You dwell within me,

Never failing to make yourself known.

Reality: Perfection…

Perfection.

“Practice makes perfect,” they preach; sadly they do not tell us the full story.

This is real, this might be triggering, but it is the truth.

Reality: Bulimia…II

“I wake up everyday filled with hope, with none of yesterday’s sorrows attached to me.” I say out loud as we were driving to a place, about seven years ago.

“I wish I could be that way.” My brother replies.

The day before the first of Jan

It is overwhelming, really. My email is filled with offers and “Don’t miss out!!”s. Many brands…

Feel

You know that feeling when it rains?
The peaceful fresh feeling that makes you want to curl up in a little open air shelter and just listen and watch…

Binge Eating Disorder.

Binge Eating Disorder.
Reality.
My reality.
My truth.
My transparency.
My old reality.
My old truth.
Honesty for myself and for others.
The answer is love.
Living for food.
What a sad concept.
Feelings of lack of control.
Surrendering to the addiction.
Trying to tell myself it’s okay…

The Forsaken one

The forsaken one rests his head but is unable to rest his heart.
Another day, another night, he will never forget his part.The next day he will wake and amass nothing for himself.
He gave up long ago, stored his life on a shelf.If it weren’t for the others in his life his strength would be left…