MEMO-03: TI experience

Archibald Ludendorf

This memo serves to define and describe the phenomenon of TI experience in terms of commonly shared characteristics, as a sum of observation, research and first hand experience.

TI (targeted individuals) experience is a complex phenomenon of unknown origin and nature, observed and experienced mostly subjectively. Defining characteristic of the phenomenon is that it presents itself as a conscious activity of some collective (perpetrators), making a point of letting the subject know he is targeted with malevolent intentions.

Characteristics

Phenomenon includes multiple common elements, experienced by the vast majority of TIs, in order of frequency:

• impression of organized persecution (a.k.a. gangstalking), built up from the seemingly independent negative events which involve strangers or acquaintances, occurring in large frequency and seemingly coordinated manner (unmotivated aggression, slandering, insults by passersby etc.)
• synchronicities, or precisely timed negative events or coincidences that seem to be executed by a potent organized group, which contribute to the general sense of being controlled (appliances burnout, misfortunes, repeating numbers etc.), including paranormal events
• audio stimulation, or hearing voices (a.k.a. “v2k”) that comment the actions and even thoughts of TI in a rude, provocative manner, and generally harass the subject with usage of psychological tactics and neuro-linguistic programming
• tactile stimulation, in form of touches, taps, pokes, stings, zaps etc. in various parts of the body, mostly skin, that often seem to bear contextual meaning dependent on where and when the feeling occurred
• higher functions control, like enhancing or inhibiting intellectual capacity of the subject at will, memory control, inducing emotions and thoughts
• smell and taste projection, forcing TI to experience odors and tastes that can range from extremely unpleasant to pleasant
• controlled dreams, incredibly vivid and realistic, sometimes indiscernible from reality, which often have the same voices and personalities as perpetrators or otherwise continue or enhance daily harassment
• movement control, with instances of some muscles or even whole body parts acting against the will of the subject, or refusing to move by his will, feeling “frozen” or blocked
• organ control, with feeling of some organs or body parts function improperly or hurting, while generally not exhibiting any damage or other possible reasons at medical examination
• visual stimulation in form of hallucinations, projections to “mind’s eye”, or interference (inability to see items or events in plain sight)

There are other less common elements that expand the described list; we omit them here, but they will be covered in the appropriate articles.

Comparison of many cases reveals the clear procedural nature of the phenomenon, with a repeating scenario that TIs are forced to live through. This scenario is consistent in details despite the location, age, education, intelligence, culture, sex and nationality of the subjects. Phenomenon is observed globally and the number of TIs is over 100 million by our estimation.

Despite the similarity of experience, there is no universal remedy that stops this phenomenon, be it medical treatment with antipsychotics or neuroleptics, engineered solutions like radio shielding, or even religious practices; some approaches seem to “work” on case to case basis, but nothing works consistently enough, which makes it likely that there is an intentional confusion and obfuscation at play while nothing is really effective. In other words, perpetrators play along from time to time to make community uncertain.

Major part of the procedural pattern is installing a perception of random people or secret services being consciously involved in harassment, which is completely believable by TI given all the other aspects. This puts TI into an acute psychotic state, commonly believed by psychiatrists to be the cause of the hallucinations and paranoia, while it is, in fact, a consequence.

Oldest reports that match the pattern (which will be covered in separate material) go back to the 18th century with James Tilly Matthews being the first known TI, despite technological disparity with modern age tech, often used as explanation for the capabilities of perpetrators.

Stages of the experience

• “origin event”, presented to TI as a cause to the experience, which often serves as a point of entry into it
• gangstalking (sometimes omitted for subject with heavier focus on v2k)
• 3rd person v2k (voices that seem like they come from real people who know everything about you)
• direct dialogue v2k (voices who speak to TI in degrading and threatening manner, manipulating and humiliating him)
• non-harassing v2k (non-intrusive presence at low volume that can be easily ignored)

There is a major fork at the gangstalking step, with many gangstalking subjects never experiencing v2k but often having many or all of the other elements. At the same time, some v2k subjects never experience or notice gangstalking.

For the former, experience may cease with time without v2k stages.

Often there are pauses in the experience caused by strong medication or other factors, but as mentioned above, it is not consistent and usually causes TI to rather stop caring about the experience than actually stop it. If the experience isn’t complete, it often comes back after a while.

Duration of the experience varies heavily between TIs and seems to be heavily tied with progression between and inside the stages.

Derivative consequences of TI experience

• inability to sleep for long period (due to the voices keeping the subject awake, or out of fear of induced dreams)
• inability to properly function, i.e. do a job, focus, read
• deprivation shock (due to the experience of being constantly observed and mocked even in the most private moments)
• delusion of grandeur (developed due to wild guessing of the possible motive of being persecuted, or offered directly as manipulation by the perpetrators)
• increased irritation and anxiety
• sense of depression and helplessness
• aggression and suspicion even of closest ones being involved
• reputation losses due to the social stigmatization of TI experience as mental illness
• alienation of the social circle and family due to suspicion and confrontation
• financial losses from inability to work, moving and investing into ineffective remedies
• relationship damage, or in many cases, reinforcement depending on the reaction of the loved one
• sexual issues, such as inability to perform or fear of being watched
• long lasting psychological trauma and personality deformation it causes
• PTSD caused by fear that experience may start again (for those who are out or “on pause”)
• psychiatric misdiagnosis (especially in acute state), possibly hospitalization and long lasting consequences and limitations
• self harm, with intention to either stop the experience by suicide (or to show such determination in attempt to persuade the perpetrators), or to damage the “property” as the subject might start to see himself
• harm to others, caused by retaliation against people falsely set up as “perpetrators”

Worst of those consequences are preventable by better informing newfound TIs and helping them to establish a line of action that will help them to act in a more careful and conscious manner.

Purpose and justification

Every TI has his own idea why this is happening to him. Most of them are guesses from the inside of the experience, usually boiling down to persecution being the goal itself. However it does not correlate with the observations of TIs who have passed all the stages and successfully left the experience. Disproving a myth of government involvement was a first major breakthrough in TI phenomenon research done by PRAG.

PRAG has accumulated sufficient data to state the actual goal of TI experience. This subject is too big to be covered in this memo, so it will be published separately and linked later.

This memo will also be expanded in the future with links to more detailed description of every element and phase of the experience.

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