My Demons: Addiction, Satanism, and a Life Worth Loving

Hail Satan!

As many of you know, I am a Satanist. I’m an atheistic Satanist, which means that I don’t believe in or worship an actual literal Satan or any kind of god-thing. But I want to talk a little bit…

When Having a Fatal Brain Disease Is Just One More Problem

Unsafe

I’m documenting this for two reasons. First, I may need some help. Very very soon. Second, to provide a record in case anything should, you know…

Sundries

Wow, it’s been a bit over a month since My last post. Things have gotten even more interesting since that point and I kind of miss writing, so…

Christianity: An Abusive Relationship with an Imaginary Friend

I’m on a bit of an atheism kick lately. Probably preparing for My move to rural Arkansas where, I’m led to believe, Christianity, racism, guns, Trump and inbreeding are all rampant. In no particular order.

Cutting 514

The title of this post is taken from cutting (a form of self-harm), My age (51) and 4 to indicate the number of cuts. The photo is after…

I Just Don’t Care Anymore … Do I?

There are times that I wonder if I’m a sociopath. There are other times that I wonder why I cry so…

The Social Question

Well, at 52 years old I think that I’m starting to finally figure out parts of Me. It’s not like when I was young, when I…

Paracentesis

Well, looks like I’m gonna need to go back into the hospital for some paracentesis. That’s a procedure where they extract a good bit of…