Dying Without God

My Demons: Addiction, Satanism, and a Life Worth Loving

Hail Satan!

As many of you know, I am a Satanist. I’m an atheistic Satanist, which means that I don’t believe in or worship an actual literal Satan or any kind of god-thing. But I want to talk a little bit…

The Social Question

Well, at 52 years old I think that I’m starting to finally figure out parts of Me. It’s not like when I was young, when I…

Sundries

Wow, it’s been a bit over a month since My last post. Things have gotten even more interesting since that point and I kind of miss writing, so…

Unsafe

I’m documenting this for two reasons. First, I may need some help. Very very soon. Second, to provide a record in case anything should, you know…

When Having a Fatal Brain Disease Is Just One More Problem

Four Months Sober

And boy do I want a beer. Or a Scotch. Or both.

I Just Don’t Care Anymore … Do I?

There are times that I wonder if I’m a sociopath. There are other times that I wonder why I cry so…

Dying With the Worst Toys

So yay, the doctor told Me that I was going to die. But you already knew that, and so did I.

Rainbows and Genocidal Maniacs

As some of you may be aware, this (June) is National Pride Month. This is a time when people of…