millennial meditations

Adhivāsanā: Day Eleven — Uncertainty

“I realized that everything moves, no matter how slow.”

Adhivāsanā: Day Zero — Uncertainty

I woke up much too late with too little time to accomplish everything I ‘needed’ to finish before…

Adhivāsanā: Day Ten — Elation

“I forced myself to sit when I didn’t have to, and no longer dreaded the prospect.”

Adhivāsanā: Day Eight — Understanding

I felt a wave of hellfire resonate throughout my entire being, like every ounce of blood in my body had been replaced with molten lead.

Adhivāsanā: Day Two — Grief

I remember little from the second day. I awoke still thinking about escaping, but as the bell called us into…

Adhivāsanā: Day Seven — Dissolution

“For the rest of the afternoon, I was able to immerse isolated parts of myself, sometimes all but my ears, into the pool again. Yet I never experienced it on the same…

Adhivāsanā: Day Twelve — The End

I woke up after sleeping for about four hours and felt well-rested. I showered and brushed my teeth…

Adhivāsanā: Day Nine — Restlessness

It had been a while since I faced desires to leave. Consistent progress and the delights of…