House of Balloons

“A night like this, any one of us can could wake up in the middle of the night. Grab an axe. And chop somebodies head off.”

There she was. Dancing as if nothing bothered her. Men all around her. She gave no attention to them. She was consumed in herself and the music…

18

Could you hold my hand

While I knock out this line

NOT DONE

All I’ve known is darkness

Black and black

I’ve never seen purity, hasn’t graced my skin

Lights have been flashed in my eyes, never pure

Burbs.

Going 100 mphs makes you not look back

You don’t have time

You can only look forward and to the sides

With my companion asleep in the passenger

Endless

1:27 AM Feb. 28 2017 Frank Ocean’s Endless is playing in the background.

I don’t know what’s going on lately. I’ve been distracted from who I am along with what I want. Film, yes. A girl, yes. Money, yes. Something is taking my attention…

Beloved, for you lost teen.

I spent this summer doing cocaine, shrooms, crying, laughing, fucking in my backseat, hating, and trying to find love.

Through it all I learned nothing but gained everything. Yes, I am lost. You are too, why else would you be here? Why be found is the question. What a boring life, to know where you’re going.