I am The AntiChristian

Sunday, August 12th, 2018

The Realities of Things: Addressing My Striving for Integrity

‪For Every One of My Virtues covers for One of My Vices.

Thus Taught Abraxas

Excerpt — “On The Holy Ones”

a lesson nietzsche taught me

my kindness my compassion my generosity my help my empathy 
all of them
are two things 
those altruisms and…

my dear

for all the hurt you shoot towards me
i’ll catch it and put it gently aside
you’re pure and perfect
i’ll carry you under moonlight
back into…

rigor mortis

without you
my blood was sucked from
my veins

the suffering O the suffering

there are whimpering wounds
in every corner of my soul
do you know the darkness i cannot escape
i wish i…

your love and light

i know you love your ego 
i want to give you my light 
i see the love you have for yourself 
the glimmer the glow the…

emptiness

depression is space
it’s home a moon a devil
the intimacy

my father

O what a wretched and filthy man
i can’t thank him for anything
he did everything lowly piggish torturous to me
touched me hit me spit me…