Pre-AX feelings

26 June 2016

This Thursday (June 30th) I’m freeloading on my friend Olivia’s car to go to LA for Anime Expo (AX). Yeah I already went to LA like last week but I’m going again because I guess that’s just how things worked out. Also, as I mentioned in my previous post, I’m…

Happy things

27 June 2016

I think almost everyone already knows about the phenomenon in which we talk about bad things more than the good things. My Biology teacher told us that we should write three things that we are looking forward to/happy about every morning because it would really improve our lives in the long…

Fighting

16 June 2016

Why are my parents always yelling at each other. I was supposed to be happy today since I’m leaving for LA but of course I’m crying instead because my dad decided to keep yelling at my mom. Because my mom is often so unreasonable, now my dad is cautious of the motives of…

Ruining the mood

4 June 2016

Every time my mom walks into the room/area I just tense up and feel the mood in the room go to shit. Like I know she’s going to sit down on the couch and start talking about bullshit in her past and get really mad about stupid shit and then my dad is going to get mad at my mom for…

I want that feeling

28 June 2016

I want to feel that feeling that I can do anything. I want to feel it so badly. They say you can do anything if you make it a habit to get there. I’m crying because I want that feeling so much. I want to be like the people I see on Instagram Facebook TV…