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To be able to 

… if only

To be able to …

Just exhale

Things are constantly going up then quickly down. Am I just more used to these feelings of uncertainty? Feelings of being overwhelmed?

I just want to be okay.

***Warning: Post about suicidal ideation. I am fine and seeking help. (this has happened to me in the past due to a…

I’m lost

I feel so lost. Like I have no clue what’s going on. What do you normally do when you’re lost?

2 good days—it’s worth it!

For the first time in months, I feel happy!! For the first time in a long time, I’m proud of myself!!!

how does one continue?

I wish I could be clear.

Expectations vs. Reality

You ever feel invisible? Like nothing is going to stop you? That’s how I go into my weekends after having a crappy…

Intention/Attention

I want to be more intentional about checking in with my body and being still.

I’m at a shit place.

Currently, I’m struggling to start working on this heartworm project again. I can’t decide if I hate the work i’m doing or…