Disposition

Blog #2

Last night was horrendous for all those in our town. The wrath of the hailstorm was much worse than we had expected it to be. Once the hailstorm had subsided, it was followed by an immensely heavy rainfall, which lasted all through the night.

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I went to the head monk’s office to ask for permission to travel to Thailand. The head monk allowed me to travel and to learn about other cultures so that I am able to teach those new knowledge to the rest of the village. However, he was unable to help me with the funding as it would take up a huge…

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Exploring reality, Exploring spiritually.

It seems like the cave exploration was yesterday. The amount of discoveries we made were astonishing. We found tombs carved into the mountain, scriptures of what might have been terma, logs of travellers who stopped at the caves to pay their…

the end

Some time has passed since I wrote down my thoughts. I plan to leave my memoirs behind as the record of my journey through this life to the next with the goal of liberation. With the purpose of leaving behind just as another example to one day assist next generations, or even a few, through the elimination of…

THE SUDDEN REALIZATION

A few weeks ago, I decided to tell the other monks, nuns and villagers that I was going to leave the village. I also wrote a letter to my family, explaining the situation that I was in, and that I was eager to experience the greatness of studying alone. A few days after that, I left the…

Disposition #5

The Lama has come and left from our small quaint village here in the Himalayan mountains. His visit was prosperous for us from both a physical and emotional stand point. Physically, he left many generous gifts behind. After hearing of the towns wreckage from the storm that blew through our area only a…

Death of a Stranger

Unfortunately, we have recently been exposed to some rather unpleasant news. One that involves the death of an unknown man. He was said to have been living in a cave that is near our village his entire life. There isn't much that we are certain about regarding him, except for the fact that the…

Meditation on Death and Dying….

It was the death of Crazy Uncle, which had got me thinking more of death. For past couple of days my mind seems to be side tracked from class lessons, or ritual classes. I have been disturbed by the picture of Crazy Uncle’s lifeless body lying on the ground. He was no one…

Disposition #6

I awoke in the morning with a start and looked over to my daughters heap of blankets and quilts to find it empty. My heart felt as if it may burst from my rib cage, I was panting so hard. Where did she go? How could I have let this happen? Who must I have wronged to have this horrible fate thrust upon…