Stop mocking me, you stupid, blank page.
I know. I can’t fill you like you want.Like I want.
I know how you feel. Empty.Blank.Full of potential, Yet simultaneously purposeless and alone.
The best part of being alone Is the silence. But it’s not so very silent. You can just hear your head better. Clearly,Voices (your own and others) fighting for attention.Not schizophrenia, (Though it could be.)Just the conflictedness that is humanity.
Crisply printed soulsSpending for the first timePieces of themselves.Not sick yet of the sameness of it all.Living in their cars becauseHome is too stationary.Thinking stationary tooMundane,And motion even less so.Going nowhere for no reason.Taking the longest road home, because…
I want to be your love for ever and ever,Without break or decay.When the hills are all flat,The rivers are all dry.When it thunders in winter,When it snows in summerWhen heaven and earth mingle,Not till then will I part from you.
Casting shadows. All we do casts shadows. The hand we raise In love or hate Casts a shadow. The things we make,Books and bullets,Cast shadows. The children we rear Austere or rebelliousRaise their own hands,Make their own craft,Rear their own kind, And ever on. Our forefathers cast…
I feel this anger inside of me.
Anger I can’t hide
Don’t want
Can’t even try
To pretend I’m not.
Love is sharing your last piece of grape gumGiving it away,Watching as it pops behind their lips.Lovely lips,Soft as sand dunesAnd doubly precious,Their feeling full, friendly, and familiar.Even with the grapey smellBreathtakingly beautifulAnd altogether all you wantAnd need.Who needs gum?Well…
March 5, 20163:45 AM
Mist and a red glow,The moon like a nearly closing eye.Life comes waiting like broken glass in the darkness.
I try my best to blur the lines that hold me back.
That doesn’t always work.
Oftentimes I make new lines.
Call them names like Busy and Not In The Mood.
Got back to my roomAt 3AM. I saw your teaStill sitting there And thought of you.All its warmth gone, But remembering the warmth of your friendly company And slow smile And the small sliver of childhood we share.