Saturated Words

My heart fades from red to blue, twilight emotion pervades me.

I’m the toy of a twisted reality, a possession to idle cruelty, what will I have, is a passing dream.

Longing for tormenting dreams

But a blip in the road of forever, we have only now.

We don’t fail when we lose, ..when we fumble, ….when we fall.

The flowers have no fragrance, the food’s grown stale, the comedies are dull, the sky dim with gray, this is a mire, this is my life.