I am ever in the crosshairs — hovering just outside the small sphere of lightthat shows his trigger happy dance.
I am at once too bigand not big enough
Farewell to bones that scatter in the windand limbs that bow and teeter on the brink.
Somehow the pounds that fled and bounded from this careful coredid not travel far,having no sunset to dissolve into, they settled…
The battleground between my earsrings with zings of current shot into the ripeness of my scurrying mindas I float outside of meand…
I can never be quite small enoughto take up all the s p a c e that I require.
I am whittled to the marrow of my bonesby a specter sent withinthere to destroyeach tingling tease of hungerand to make me feel…
vice grip closesheartily around my hammering heart
my anxiety is
beating wings