i had been living a lieor so i thoughtuntil another truthcame along
holding meaningproviding structureinto the boxout of the open
when she explained
the universe
for a long timeit seemed futile entropydeath raceclear hazematterpurpose despite futilitygrand scale dedicationawakening hopemomentary/infinitehopeeverything that…
broken this timeI am in debt tofear comes in a failfake like happypeople wellassumption socialize
a checklist in my head keeps me from sleepingextending forevernever completingi have a job but is it worth keeping?can’t tell if it’s torture or if it’s just mei see what i want on the screen and believei’ve learned a lessonone i can’t teachcan say it out loud but you can’t understand until you find it…
Sensing something menacingFrom a seasoned voidIt crawls beneath so it can’t be seenCan never be destroyed
Something new is happeningBut I’m not sure if it shouldLet’s take control of everything…
If I told you the truth, you’d hold it against meAn ounce of criticism makes you blindly defensiveYou harness anger for a self-centered cause:Each whim and comfort of your own #1
I know you want to but you don’t need toIt might feel better if you doWhat’s it like not to feel so used?If I knew, then I’d get back to you!
