Spell Slots and Spoon Theory

So if you know someone who has a chronic/mental illness of some sort, you’ve probably heard them talk about not having enough Spoons at some point. Sometimes tabletop RPG players will refer to it as spell slots, but in essence the principle is the same; They don’t have the…

Starving Trauma

It’s 1 am, I’m tired, but I can’t sleep. I opened a Steven Universe fanfic called Starving, a story I’ve read almost every night for the last week. This time I was triggered. So let’s talk about that.

The Many Seductive Faces of Suicide

CONTENT WARNING: SUICIDAL AND SUICIDAL IDEATION. LIKE SERIOUSLY, A LOT OF IT.

I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH, WE’RE GETTING INTO SOME SHIT TODAY

I have suicidal depression.

The Importance of Delivery Food to the Neurodivergent

Hot take: The people helped most by Delivery Food are the Neurodivergent and disabled. Sure, it’s handy for neurotypical and physically able people. For the rest of us, Delivery Food is the only way we can get a meal in some situations…

Priority Poverty

CONTENT WARNING: CANDID DISCUSSION OF SUICIDAL IDEATION.

Living in poverty, especially when you HAVE to rely on commissions/charity, what you think is important can get…

Depression Suspension

Thursday was an… interesting, day for me. Not because anything in particular happened, but because I just… couldn’t do anything. I managed to get the Dev Log for the week done, but anything else was too tall of an order.

Who am I?

So… I think I’m Agender?

I’ve been thinking about Gender for a long time now, and how I relate to it. Up until recently I always consciously considered myself a Man. I mean, My entire body is strung up that way: I have a broad frame, I look weird without a beard, and I carry myself in…

Impostor Syndrome

It’s strange, how someone can feel like they are lying to the world about something they believe. A lot of professionals get this feeling, especially creative types. That feeling that you’ve tricked the world into believing this elaborate lie you’ve created, and that eventually someone will…

Mental Overload

WARNING: This post deals with sexually explicit materials and situations.

Living with Bi-Polar disorder is… interesting, at the best of times, and absolutely horrid at the worst. Everything can be totally fine, and then for…

A New Kind of Impostor Syndrome

That’s right, we’ve finally come full circle.

So in the gender conversation, I’m not really sure where I fit anymore. I’m technically trans, but calling myself that feels wrong. Trans typically evokes MtF or FtM, but that isn’t really me. I’m not…